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i’m not sad, just suicidal
Times like this you find yourself wondering if you can even tie a noose? I’m sure any knot will do, this isn’t scouts I don’t need the badge. My curtail rail fell down last night so that’s off the table. Luckily there’s hooks in the ceiling that’ll take a load. Getting up there’ll be hard…
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My Shadow
Gather my shadow, hold him in my palm, for where we’re off, know not of calm. Hidden in my hold so tight, We venture forth through damaged night. I see the man I wish to be, Standing tall amongst the trees. Leaning down he takes my wrist, And frees my shadow from my fist. Springing…
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That man chatted so much shit
So glad Osama Bin Ladin didn’t have access to the Internet during his 5 years break. Welcome to speedy suicides, our first guest is Matt from Derbyshire. Tell me a little about yourself Matt… “Can we start” “Hahaaa” and up against Matt is Hannah, from Warwickshire I believe? “I don’t want to die” crying “Awesome.…
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Snow storm
My life, since telling my parents about my drug addiction, has become complicated in a cocktail of ways. The main and most prominent issue is their total lack of trust in me financially. Of course, drug use and poverty go hand in hand, skipping through the dirt and snow, but Iād like to think that…
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snow
I keep my life so very private from my family and friends. As my drug use increases I’m starting to worry that the support network i once comforted myself with in the justification of use may be blind to my downfall. My father has seen me smoke cigarettes once, my mother has never and the…
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The Two Headed Calf
Tomorrow when the farm boys find this freak of nature, they will wrap his body in newspaper and carry him to the museum. ā But tonight he is alive and in the north field with his mother. It is a perfect summer evening: the moon rising over the orchard, the wind in the grass. And…
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No more office job
I fell into the trap, again. I blame myself, I should have seen this coming. One decent outcome of the last month is my renewed understanding of my own mental health. The charity is going ahead. I mean what’s the risk? We could help 1 person and it’d be worthwhile. Had a giggle with an…
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Energy and Industrial Strategy
Thank you very much, ladies and gentlemen Right now I got to tell you about The fabulous Most groovy bellbottoms Hu Bellbottoms! Hu I’ll start off with 60 odd words I put together on the circle line this morn desperately trying not to pet the guide dog resting his head on my knee This job…