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sad
I’m too high, that’s the problem. The earth’s gonna be gone soon anyway, go nuts. Last night was the first I’d spent without using cocaine, ketamine, speed, hash, MDMA and weed and tabacco I guess. The cocaine is the biggest issue due to its toxicity and frequent use so I’ll be writing about that. Not…
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frosty
I have a cold Which I think peaked at a fever but I’m doing good now Woke up last night in the middle of the battle, my antibodies vs whatever I’d managed to catch. I was 1000 degrees and felt like death, all in aid of giving my immune system the energy it needed to…
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men cry it’s alright
Dream – Rufus’s last day. Took him for a big walk then we got home and we’re playing and this like priest came in. I explained how it’s a sad day because we think it’s his last and well the priest didn’t flinch, just kept playing with Rufus who was ecstatic that someone had entered…
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goose fair
You know when you buy a snack ‘for later’ and you just don’t eat it. Yeah that’s me Some things just aren’t fair. But we use fairness as a gauge for mutual satisfaction, mutual reward. So fair is just the path of least resistance, emotionally speaking. A middle ground that causes no social friction. He…
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time
Drunk sad matt If I could pause time, I would. I don’t know if we’re the right people for eachother, I don’t think I’ll ever know something like that but I do know that life is about being around the people that make you feel what you didn’t think you could. I’d pause time…
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The man-made man
I’ve lost a load of my notes Shitty phone updated and lost the decryption key for my old notes. So safe even I can’t get into them and I wrote the damn things. No stress, I’ll have backups somewhere. If we could simulate human life, we would. I mean the question is, would they be…
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so here’s my grip on religion
Everyone thinks in separate ways, perceives information in separate and frankly unique ways. So you take 1,000: beliefs, ways of life, morals and guidances, let them loose on the world and over time, the most relatable gain the largest followings and rise to the top, sieved out from the not so relatable, radical beliefs. Things…