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  • Loss, Love, Mental Health
    April 10, 2025

    The message

    It’s the right thing to do, I think. I’ve taken advice, from people I trust on this topic. Originally we were torn between if it’ll just cause harm or if it’s in-fact a sensible and adult thing to do. We settled in the middle, which leaves a decent size risk that it could go wrong…

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  • Emotions, Mental Health
    March 26, 2025

    mongoos

    I don’t love that J## can use a 4-part metaphor to give a full rundown and summary of his whole life. “So there’s this car yeah, and i’m driving“ Ah shit, there’s ya problem “And in the passenger seat there’s my emotions..” “And behind them there’s the 10 year old..” “And behind me there’s the…

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  • Apple, Artificial Intelligence, Coding, Mental Health, Microsoft, Servers & Hosting, Technology
    October 30, 2024

    E-Waste

    This is getting bloody silly now So i have software that’ll only run on Win or MacOS. I have a Mac, easy. BUT this hunk of junk is slow, too slow for me. Shit runs but barely. So Grab old server from Guzman, boot the fucker up, RDT in and create VM for Windows, download…

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  • Happy, Mental Health, Recovery, Sad
    October 12, 2024

    bird

    i’ll write more soon, having an off week some days you feel like girl staring down the barrel eating fries, other days you’re protected identity bird detained by dutch police some days you’re 2 slices of half eaten bread

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  • Mental Health, Sad
    October 6, 2024

    sunday

    My nightmare last night had Joe and Francis persuade me to climb the side of a football stadium, which I did, shaking like fuck, each hand grasping the rung of a metal ladder and one between my teeth. I am terrified of heights. Later I tried to wash small black bugs off my hands, they…

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  • Drug Use, Mental Health
    September 24, 2024

    2 mesatrin and half a pepazol please

    Dungeons and dragons for the: Shits Goth girls Ritalin

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  • Drug Use, Happy, Mental Health, Recovery
    September 24, 2024

    Yoko Oh no she didn’t

    I didn’t get a 1 month token, they’d ran out. Which is fine i guess? I joked i’d just take a handful of 1 weeks but i’m still kind of left feeling like a won the race but no medal. Luckily my sobriety isn’t cross referenced with my token collection. If it was, telling a…

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  • Lifestyle, Mental Health
    September 21, 2024

    dieting tips for those who suffer from memory problems:

    Just put that shit in a cupboard, you’ll never see it again

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  • Drug Use, Mental Health, Recovery
    August 23, 2024

    nervous

    I’m nervous to go to this meeting, not only as it’s host seems to be our lord and saviour, the big lads dad but because it’s the first ounce of exposure the world has seen of my problem beyond confiding in friends and meeting up with the Albanians. I’ve washed my clothes, plan to shower…

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  • Mental Health, Recovery
    August 21, 2024

    amen

    I’m not here to take sides I will be won to no cause I serve no God or country, I fly no flag.

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